today is like the worst day of my life, in 14 years.

haiz. dunno where to start. okay.
i lost my phone today. what the fuck. my phone is like so damn precious to me lor. im like dead without a phone. can u imagine it? i have to survive one day tmr without a phone. my mum refuses to buy it now, so i have to wait till tmr. howhow? haiz.
whoever u are, i sincerely beg you to return me my phone. i wont report u or what. just return it to me! its like my darling!
woah i really dunno why ppl can steal lor. its like a handphone. hello? how did u even manage to put ur hand into my bag? and u even had the guts to steal! wth lah.
i was like damn sad okay. and that big fat boo didnt allow me to go home. wth. is my phone or the cca more important. so i went G.O to report, and they told me I HAD to make a police report. so i called my mum up again, telling her all that. and then pleading her to call the boo to ask for permission to skip ccas. like who the hell will be in the mood to practice can? qufeng came today. but he wasnt that bad lah. at least he didnt complain to boo. so i had no choice, have to go for c.o in the end lah. and then had to bring home cello home lor. then cannot find cello bag, even more suay. so i started crying. haha lame lah.
anyway dad came to fetch me today! at least it was something good. but not good also. he was late. mum was there too. and she was like scolding me? hmph. then she started all her crap abt making a police report, but she was really pissed lah. lol but dad was super super nice! =)) he was like saying "aiya its alright lah. she learnt her lesson. just get her a new phone lor!" so nice right? i love my dad!! HAHA. maybe he just wanted to stop my mum frm talking! LOL.
i dun wanna go out tmr alr. not in the mood anymore lah.
haiya! how could i lose my phone lor?? its like so important!

okay. lol. today was like okay lah. but judy was moody. haha it rhymes!
anyway, maths mock exam so gonna fail. all those algebra sums! so hard lor. haha i even had time to count how much i would get cos i had too much time since i didnt know how to do the questions. after the exam xq and me were like mentally exhausted. brain cells all dead! LOL.
went hmt. reached at like 545? lol so late lah. shdnt have went lor. but better than someone lah. maths mock exam then maths tuition huh! HAHA.
reach home like at 7 plus today lor. missed the bus.
tmr shall be a good day! like what xq said, after tmr, everything will be going on well and fast for the rest of the week alr. fun fun fun! one more day!
haiya sian. gonna study for std test. do compo. sign consent form also.
okay.byebye. :))

heyhey.
haiz. haven been in a good mood nowadays. i realised that lots of problems created during the year were actually by me? if i hadnt been such a busybody in some stuffs, most of the conflicts could have been easily avoided huh. wellwell, no point saying it now though.
today was like bad too. went to sch unwillingly in the morning, and i woke up like damn early luhh! anyway, reached sch and emilia gave me cookies! =)
lol. so after that had a talk with someone. that couldnt be avoided i guess. after all, it was my fault for being so mean. yup. so it was done, but i wasnt feeling good at all. i was like moody?
went back to class. the usual routine. maths, sci blah. got back math mock exam results. phew i passed. :) but there is another one more tmr, wth have to practice ltr lah. sian.
i was like talking to xq during eng. it was kinda good. let it all out!
oh. then lunch time. stayed in class. didnt feel like eating, but had to go down to photocopy some ws. went back to class. yep. maybe i shd really be isolated frm the class lah. im like affecting ppl? anybody who sits with me cannot concentrate, and end up being very talkative. :(
rest of the day was okay i think. c.o was fun! haha it was like the only good thing lah. we were like slacking. okay i practiced a bit. me and meiying were stuggling with that matsuri thing. so malu lor. lol anyway, the funny part was that there was this bird stucked on the window panel at the AV gallery. and it didnt wanna go away! gladys and meiying were trying to chase it out, but it obviously didnt want to! haha so cherie, yingting and me were like screaming, and we couldnt take our stuffs. yingting was damn loud lor, she screamed into my ear, so i started screaming too. and band mamebers downstairs were like looking up. and we started to turn red! embarrassing lah. so we ran here and there. took our stuffs and dashed across. oh yah, we were playing games during c.o. haha cello bonding. damn fun lah. gladys was teaching us this thing. and yingting was so funny!! LOL. then we heard shocking news. "have to bring home ur cello today, ppl. " i was like huh? so we started thinking of excuses. =) came up with stuffs like "i have a cello at home. im going to buy one soon." blah blah blah. haha anyway, yingting went to talk to mrs boo, and we can drag it till thurs. phew! c.o during the hols. like 4 hr per session lor. wth. was supposed to talk to ms chua after sch today, but she wasnt ard. :)
okay. gtg. byebye!

hello ppl. 2 more hours before the exam starts. lol. im not that nervous now surprisingly.
okay. tue:
dance test. suck at that. rest of the lessons were dry. art was funny as usual. LOL. i burnt my hand! haha but not that bad lah. used that glue gun thing. after sch went macs with judy and xq. we were laughing and laughing. lol ate ice. =) hmt was so rubbish. joey wasnt around, so that damn tcher kept picking on me. so pissed with him luhh. i was sleeping okay! and he came knocking on my table. and when i woke up he asked me so many questions at one time and didnt wanna let me go home, just cos i summarised the ans up. so irritating!
wed:
moody day. stacy slapped me early in the morning lor. how good could it get? lol anyway, geog std test was alright but we had that teacher again. lit and eng was kinda boring. damn sleepy, and the weather was humid. emilia was so high! but she didnt pass it to me. ruoen started getting high too. haha judy also. then eng wasnt that bad. did some character bank thing. lols. haha did sppech test for eng enrichment. didnt went that well too. nicole was making me so hungry after talking abt cheesecakes. wellwell, as usual no c.o. i saw qufeng lor, but managed to escape in time. heng arh! haha judy passed me my bag. so i ran with yingting, cherie and the others home. lol we wnet cherie's hse in the end. haha crapped around and played with a dog! can u believe it? I TOUCHED A DOG AFTER BEING BITTEN BY ONE 10 YEARS AGO. i love cherie's dog lah. haha yingting loves her too! :) haha fiefie is so cute. lol.
okok. i think i gtg. byebye!

hello ppl!
haha today was supposed to be a good good day, but it wasnt really that good lah. lol how good can it get when there is a math paper, and you've got ur period? haha so yup, maths mock test, ccas, sch blah. but at least probs are like settled in a way or another. past few days have been eventful in a bad way? well well.
mr tan was a mute today. haha he couldnt talk, sore throat or something. and then it was like so hard trying to understand what he was saying. well, i wasnt paying attention anyway. emilia and me were like going high abt all the cookies and stuffs. :)
okay. eng was alright. drama was just slacking ard, since mr ng didnt come. LOL. chinese next. watched i not stupid 2 again. and a few ppl were like crying. sat with judy, we were talking talking. haha she is a good listener though. lol anyway, maths mock exam next. haha all last min study lah. and i left 2 questions blank? aiya nvm lah.
c.o next. had combines surprisingly. lol so played a few songs here and there. and mr boo was blow-cowwing? (that was what orh lulu said:]) then xieaoshi came to ask me abt NYAA stuffs. wth. i didnt even know what that was for. then mr boo said some shit abt changing the syf song if we really continue slacking. i seriously think i shd practice a bit, i was like sight reading badly today lor.
okay have to go now. have to practice piano. got class ltr. sian lah. oh and i think i shd do my dance journal before the tcher comes hacking me!

hey ppl! :)
i haven blog for like dunno how long. haha yup, maybe i will do the quiz another day lah, haha not in the mood now.
past few days have been pretty alright. full of laughter? haha sitting with emilia is like so funny. well, anyway. i realised something.
there is something wrong with me and buses!! im like having bus incidents everyday. on mon, i saw this moth on the bus, and it was like stucked on this spider web beside me seat. wth. so i screamed and ran to another seat. damn embarassing okay. i wanted to get down the bus lor, but i stayed cos i was like going to be late. on tue morning, supposed to take 17 to sch was huimin. we were like chasing for 17, but didnt get up in the end. haiya, and then this old man with his bike bumped into me at the bus stop. i was like waiting for him to apologise, and he was staring at me. so i said sorry. hello? its supposed to be him apologising k. okay. then today, after mock exam, wanted to go tm with xq cos i didnt wanna go home. so we took 17 and alighted at N2, since geraldine told us that there was a bus going to tampines frm N2. so we boarded 17, and wanted to alight at N2. and i was sitting down with judy. so we had to alight, but there were this 2 guys in front of me, and i couldnt get down. so i started panicking, since i tot the door was going to close anytime. and i went "wa lau! shit!! how?", instead of saying excuse me. that was like so dumb, and judy had to say excuse me for me, before i could get out. ppl in the bus were probably laughing, so pai seh!! wth. haiz.
haha was at maple just now. i think judy almost died waiting for me. i kept falling when trying to jump. i was like stuck at that place for 10 min? HAHAHA! then my sis took over, and i went to bathe. they were like talking in some alien language lah.
oh yeah, ytd went for hmt. got back results. okay lah. and then we were talking abt our religion, and i got kinda pissed by what they said. well well, i don't know.
okay. this week is like full of tests. sci practical, lit std test and eng mocked exam. lit std test so gonna fail. no time to finish 2nd question.
anyway, i have one whole pile of math tuition hwk to do, and i haven even started on anything yet. haha gtg now! byebye!

haha im like sian now.
its kinda rare to see me blog 2 times a day lah.
but yup. im like talking to xq online now, since she is always not online nowadays. oh yeah, did i mention that xq was in a super good mood today. for once, she didnt scream at anyone today. haha since she was going so high abt her eye candy that she met while ice-skating ytd. lols.
my ears are like burning now. i have been on the phone since 8? called vivian up since stacy couldnt talk on the phone yet, and then had conference with sharon and stacy. haha then beelend called me up and we talked for like 1 hr? and in another few min,im going to call yuling up to talk ot her. she has stuffs to tell me. weird.
anyway, gtg ppl!

heyhey.
lol im such a pig! i slept the moment i reach home today, like until now? haha just ate durians, damn nice! :)
okay. today is fri! haha which means church this sun and bbq tmr! lol. there is cip tmr i think? im so gonna check with ppl ltr, dun wanna end up going to sch when there is no cip! sch was alright today. GY lessons are going to be taken over by Ms chua? wth. she is like so not a GY person? anyway, pe was like kinda bad for our dear sports captain. i think a lot of us just got so tired having to get into grps, so we kinda played our own. which was bad, since nobody wanted to really listen to her anymore. stacy, dun be so sad k? u look as if u were abt to break down!
anyway, history and maths were like okay, nothing much.
haha chinese was kinda slack too, just did some ws thing. rest of the time was like trying to complete our home econs stuffs. oh judy was sitting beside me during chinese today. :) they were talking abt maple. haha and she was laughing at me cos i didnt know anything! and she went to tell nicole and the others! judy u meanie!! haha..
there was this person prank-calling my sis in the afternoon. that person just called and started giggling and talking? so weird lah. so she asked me to pick up the phone after the 4th call. and i was like "helloooo!!!!!!"! i screamed at her, and she hung up, but she called again after a few sec and started apologising? wth is wrong that person lor? nothing better to do is it? weird weird.
im like trying to blow a bubble with my bubble gum now. and im not going anywhere. i cant seem to blow that thing out! ahh dunno why! so frustrating.

haha im back! lol.
the moment i reached singapore today, judy gave me this great welcoming news, telling me that home econs project was dur tmr, and we were not done yet.
okay. but we are like done/half done alr? liz had to go just now, and judy had cell grp. haha but i managed to kinda finish the whole thing since they alr send me the stuffs.
oh yeah, like half an hour ago, i went down to buy paper. this is like the 3rd time i went down. haha and then there was something wrong with the lift. it freaked me out okay! i pressed the close button, and the lift door closed, but it started opening and closing non-stop! wth. and there wasnt anybody outside at all. this is not the only thing lor. so i reached the bookshop. when i was abt to leave, 2 cats appeared at the door for no reason. and i was like trying to chase them away, but they didnt wanna go, and no kind soul wanted to help me! so like after 10min, the shop owner came and ask me what i was doing, and she chased those cats away. that was so dumb. she was like laughing non-stop lah.
trip to malaysia wasnt THAT good after all. didnt really buy anything, except for the chewing gums. i would rather go shopping at singapore actually. lol.
okay. its like so fast. the national day hols are over soon. and there is sch tmr.
haha im like waiting for judy to come online, and i dunno if she rmbs to. well, i also have nothing to do. might as well wait! haha..

super bored. wanna sleep but cannot fall asleep. lols. so i decided to blog! =)
today was sports carnvial. haha and we won suprisingly! green hse won. sports carnival was eating all the time lor. haha played in some tossing globes? lol.
went out with sharon, natasha and angela. walk walk walk. but natasha was going so high! we were like walking and walking, shopping, eating and then taking neos. we were laughing like mad today too. haha dunno why also. until sharon said we shd go home, so we went home.
ahh sian lah. tmr going malaysia, so not in the mood. hmm maybe i will see joey there! :)) hist project is cancelled.
okay. thats all. miss me people!

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY CITY HARVEST!!

yup. so it was church's 17th annivesary today. and we celebrated at the indoor stadium.
i have to say. svc was really really good today. i dunno how to put it into words, but it was really good. this is probably the best svc i have attended this year, even better then the easter one in fact. hm it was a long one, 4 hrs, but none of us felt that it was that long. eveyone was just feeling good and all, and nobody actually like noticed the time. there was praise and worship, and then a small performance, a video showing how city harvest had grown through the 17 years, haha and pastor kong looked really toot last time with the bowl hair and the thick thick specs, and pastor's preaching. he shared abt how the church was formed too, and it was really through God's help.
oh yeah, jack neo came too. although i have no idea who invited him there. and Sun called frm L.A. she was like being so sweet and all. singing happy birthday to church, and telling pastor kong how proud she feels abt him. and their son was like beside the phone too! pastor was really happy, there were even tears of joy! the church also gave him this really huge trophy. pleasant surprise for him. =))
during svc, there was really lots and lots of love frm GoD!! everyone was like smiling, and it just felt so great with God's love in the whole stadium. towards the end of the svc, we sang this song about friends. and then everyone in the cell grp starting hugging each other. everyone was feeling so comfortable with everyone at that point of time, and we felt really close all of a sudden. the feeling was just awesome.
after svc ended, bee leng asked me a question suddenly. she asked me what i felt about the svc, and whether i really loved church. i was shocked lah. but i could tell her directly what i felt abt church. the sense of belonging there with God all the time.

okay. er. i think i know what to do! haha i dunno lah.
but must wait for all of us to cool down first i think.
i know the friendship is important to you, its important to me too.
yup. i will solve it with u really soon. i promise.

have so much things i wanna blog abt. but dunno where to start. wth. maybe i shd just sort out my thoughts first, before i really blog anything out. fuck. i dunno.
decided to change skin instead. random.
cannot take it alr! maybe i shd just shut up and leave now.

haha ytd was two eight day. as in 2.8.06. lol. and ms kwan wasnt ard for 4 periods! lol finished her work and did our own stuffs.
okay. today was just as usual. home econs test. hehe got 25. and judy that girl who ddint bring anything got 27! haha..
yup. stacy was absent today. sick i think.
oh had this hmt test. all last min study. and that compre was hard lah! finished just in time! =))haha.
gotta stay back tmr for that china thing. ahh my only off-day is gone!
dunno what to blog abt. okay. gotta dash for tuition now!

okay.
sch are not that good nowadays.everyone is like all stressed up and in a bad mood. and i think im like irritating ppl all the time, which is no good. ): oh yeah, im sitting with emilia now. yep. and she is absent, but coming tmr i think. haha someone to endure those 4 periods of eng and lit with me. lol. i almost died during those math and hist lessons today.
went sharon's hse ytd. didnt go for c.o. wth, i was like kinda feeling guilty. ahh yingting im sorry! i shall not bully u tmr if there is c.o okay? yeah. so we were like slacking in sharon's hse, but she was doing her art proj. and then stacy was playing with sharon's bro! HAHAHAHAHA. stacy likes to watch HI 5! i was like shocked when she said it was nice. and she was even dancing. haha..
today was so sucky. i dunno why, but i was like super tired. felt as though i didnt sleep the whole night. lol. and then there are like so many things going on. haiya, and then is this hmt test on thur, which i didnt knoiw until today lor. wth. and then saw those few ppl after sch today. suay lah. went macs at N2. and we saw them there again! wth.
oh i forgot to bring my hmt textbook today. no big deal. but the tcher wanted to confiscate joey and my phone.
so sick of sch now. oh heard frm cherie that there is cca tmr. im going i think. since mrs boo will be there and evwryone is going i guess.
tmr is so gonna suck too. the timetable is bad, and there is hist std test. not in the mood to study at all lor. wanna sleep lah.
nights.